Anything you want you can make it yours

I am determined to get full marks for my paper this Thursday.

Now who’s with me? I know God is.

So yes, it’s no secret that my oral exam was a disaster yesterday. But God reminded me today that I should never bring yesterday to today and should never bring tomorrow to today.

TODAY is the day to live for.

So yes, I’m going to studying Chinese for the next two days. If you don’t want me to bring our those difficult words on you, don’t annoy me. Bring me peace offerings! Haha.

The title of my entry is “Anything you want you can make it yours”

So yes, I want to get full marks for my Chinese paper on Thursday. It’s a 60% paper. And I’m going to make it mine.

Toodles world!

xoxo

I can see the silhouettes dancing up against the wall.

Just because my Chinese oral is tomorrow and I thought of this poem, I decided to post it up here:

“世界上最遥远的距离，
不是生与死，
而是我就站在你面前，
你却不知道我爱你。”

“世界上最遥远的距离，
不是我站在你面前你却不知道我爱你，
而是明明彼此相爱，
却不能在一起。”

“世界上最遥远的距离，
不是明明彼此相爱却不能在一起，
而是明明在意，
却假装没有把你放在心里。”

“世界上最遥远的距离，
不是明明在意却假装没有把你放在心里，
而是明明无法抵挡这股思念，
却故意掘出一道无法逾越的鸿沟。”

It’s supposed to be a mother and daughter poem or something.

Church was off the dial todayyyyy! And the world is so incredibly small. Haha.

Exam ends this Thursdayyyy! Can’t wait!

SOCA showcase tomorrow! Can’t wait too!!

And God answers at the most unexpected times too!! You gotta love God!

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All my years as an accounting student, I never understood how journal entries come about [and yes, I still don't get it].

But the real point is not understanding them, it’s about JUST knowing how to do them [although all lecturers and tutors will tell you otherwise].

Seriously, in exams, who cares whether you understand or not? You just need to give them the right answers.

But in life, it’s not about getting and giving right answers. It’s about understanding how to get to your destination. And sometimes, even if you don’t get there, it’s all right. Key word: sometimes.

Is that the difference between book smart and street smart? Nope, it isn’t because I think people who do REALY EXCEPTIONALLY well are those who actually understand.

The point I’m trying to get to? I don’t know. My brain’s too fried.

Oh and my facebook status was awesome today if you haven’t seen it! It said “instead of using your time and breath to complain/whine about your fast, you should use transfer that energy to prayer- yes, God gives me random revelations while I study about foreign currency translations. haha.”

Time to stop trying to be intellectual when my brain doesn’t have the capacity right now. Besides, IFA calls.

So toodles world!

xoxo

p.s. Today hasn’t been very productive. Yesterday too. Sigh.

But I can’t seem to find somebody to love

Corporate Law is over and I feel like bouncing all over the room now and wished that I went for the Melb Central sale. I don’t understand why these huge sales are always on Wednesdays.

Intermediate Financial Accounting is this Friday and I am obviously still not that ready but I will start my revision tonight and be all hardcore tomorrow. Evidently, I haven’t done anything productive since my corp law exam ended- except buy myself a magazine. HAHA.

The US-AUS exchange rate is so similar! I feel like going to USA and buy all sort of crap. Oh wait, I forgot- I’m Singaporean and there’s where my money ultimately comes from. Sigh. Oh well, should just hope that the SG dollar will become stronger!

But! Christmas in Hong Kong- absolutely can’t wait!!

Since I’m not working this coming summer, my income is going to decrease substantially. I hope my dad increases my allowance next year. I don’t know how that’s going to happen but it must happen.

On a random note, I swear my taste in music makes me seem like a hardcore closet clubber.

Going home in less than 2 weeks! Say hello to humidity and yummy hawker food + home cooked food. Say toodles to HOT weather and my low income.

That’s all from me right now!

IFA calls!

Toodles world!

xoxo

I was hanging in the corner with my five best friends

I’m currently very very bored. Like this was boredom pass boredom already. Sigh.

And I know I haven’t reached saturation point yet but I’m just so out of it already. Must be because of my anger that I wasted 3 hours of my life on some topic that isn’t coming out for the exam. She didn’t even teach it. So oh well. Yes, it’s the law department. Nothing new as usual.

And now, I can’t think of anything to blog about. My brain is so fried already. I don’t even want to read those IFA journal entries notes that I made. Maybe I should do the practice papers to stimulate my brain.

During my O level year, I always did like A Math TYS to keep my brain going.

Hmm. I wonder whether this will work the same way for IFA.

My sentences aren’t very coherent anymore.

I don’t know what I’m talking about anymore.

In the meantime, I want lots and lots of clothes! Like those people in gossip girl. Lots and lots of nice clothes!

This is such a pointless and brainless entry.

So toodles world!

xoxo

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I know like I don’t really blog twice a day and stuff. But I was browsing through my old blogs [yes, nostalgia is hitting me].

And I saw something that I wrote in May 2007.

It was basically about making time for God and then I typed “Because He spent 30+ years to get me my salvation. And He wasn’t obligated to do that.“

How true.

Haha I didn’t know I had that kind of intellect when I was 17. Anyway, there’s so much truth to that little statement.

God, I just need to fall in love with You all over again. Remind me who my first love is during this crazy period and in all seasons of my life.

 

We believe for even greater

Things to do before I turn 30:

1. Do the East Coast Adventure! New York to Massachusetts to Washington DC to Orlando. Stop by Canada? [This is probably a thing to do before I turn 21. Haha)
2. Complete my CFA! And hopefully, pass every round and that I won’t retake any of the papers!!
3. Go to Business School in America (NYU!)
4. Earn a million dollars. Haha.
5. Do those extreme things. For e.g., sky diving or something of that sort.
6. Pick up the er-hu again
7. Get married (HAHA. duhhh!)
8. Probably have 1 kid already.
9. Meet up with old friends (I mean like old old friends). Class reunions yo! Haha.
10. Let God surprise me with number 10 and the rest cause I can’t think of anything already.

Okay, corp law is calling me and screaming for attention. What an attention seeking bugger.

Toodles world!

xoxo

You make me wanna lose control

I slept from 9.15pm to like 12:45am.

Amazing nap at a odd time. Though I must say that I kept drifting in and out of sleep.

First paper today! Or should I say yesterday? Haha. Generating the wealth of nations. It went pretty well =) So that’s good!

No more readings foreverrrrrr! Sweet deal!

I bought a dress today. It was kinda an impulse buy I think. You see, I don’t have a casual dress/sun dress whatever. So hmm. It’s quite nice la. But impulse buys are never like permanent for me. So haha, we shall see.

Sushi ten for dinner with some of my favourite people in the world was good =)

I don’t know what to think when someone doesn’t reply my email.

1. The person doesn’t use that email anymore. I.e. it’s inactive.
2. The person think I’m weird.
3. The person is too lazy to reply.
4. The person doesn’t check his/her email everyday.
5. I’m going crazy.

Okay, then again, I check my email almost every minute of the day. So what am I to say?

My sinus is driving me nuts too. Sigh.

I’m going home in 16days! It’s pretty darn exciting I must say. I dreamt about my dog two nights ago. I miss it!!

My East Coast adventure from New York to many places to Orlando must happen in Jan 2011. I don’t know how, but it will.

Yes, I’m declaring and prophesying into my situation.

Believe it or not, God isn’t only into the serious things in your life.

Even if He is (which, I must stress, He isn’t), that trip is pretty darn serious to me!

In the meantime, I just need to stop sneezing.

Toodles world!

xoxo

All the boys and the girls they’ve got it going on

As I’m doing my Gen Wealth readings, it doesn’t fail to disgust me that sometimes people do the “socially morally upright” thing to look good.

Sometimes, it’s not about looking good or playing safe or fearing what the shareholders/contributors might say. It’s about doing the right thing.

Why build a pediatric hospital when you can’t provide basic sanitation and in the end, cause disastrous outcomes? Is it because giving 50,000 bars of soaps seem “less charitable” than building a hospital?

Sigh.

That’s all from me now.

Social Injustice Angst ends right here.

Toodes world!

xoxo

Love crucified now reigns on high

One day I will be in one of the Forbes List- “The top 100 most powerful women”

Just wait and see.