This can be the real world now

Okay, I’ve been so snapped back to reality as semester 2 started.

I AM HALFWAY THROUGH UNI!!!!!!

Well, more than half to be exact.

Those of you who know me, would know that for the past few months, I’ve been very agitated about my future and the whole deal. The whole omg-my-future-seems-like-a-blur.

So the million dollar question that 1000 people asked me when I went back [especially because of my sister's wedding]… So are you coming back after you graduate or are you going to stay there (and maybe marry an angmoh boyfriend. FAINTS -.-”)?

Random note: I really like the transfomers 2 ost. Hee. Oh, and dinner last night was so yummy!!! San Choi with Diane’s mom!

So the whole find out how to get your PR next time, find out how to get a job, find out WHAT kind of job you even want or need perhaps craze starts like now.

Okay, maybe I’m a little kan chiong. But well, my parents and I are all kan chiong. Haha.

But you know, we can plan and plan and plan.

But ultimately, God plans can be so different at times.

And so, my answer to all those questions is I’ll see how God leads.

But well, I can’t exactly say that to all my relatives and blah.

So I’m really not as worried as this entry makes it seem to be.

It’s all good!

Okay, I’ve been awake for an hour and I haven’t showered and eaten [well, blame nab. I had to make a phone call to reverse my charges -.-"].

So toodles world!

xoxo

I’m Yours

As most of you know, my sister got married yesterday. How very exciting!

It was a very very tiring ordeal. I only had a 30mins breather in the entire day!! But there was that warm fuzzy feel deep inside my heart!

I was just having a short chat with my sister like a day before her wedding or something and we were obviously, talking about relationships. Haha.

And I was already thinking about this even before we had this conversation that she sorta initiated.

You don’t always need to be ready. I don’t mean it as a just jump ship kinda thing though.

We always talk about taking risks, chancing it and just doing whatever.

But we always talk about being ready for this relationship or that relationship.

Sometimes, it’s really not about being ready. Taking a risk is adventurous and though it might result in a heartbreak or two, when you look back, it does make you stronger and it’s when you know what love is.

The result? My sister’s marriage yesterday.

They weren’t the ready kind of couple apparently. People were against it. Not going to say who in this entry lest I get ostracised. But at the end of the day, my sister and my brother-in-law [OMG!] convinced them. If not the wedding wouldn’t have occured.

Anyway, yesterday was the first time I attended a Christian wedding/Solemnisation. It was pretty darn awesome.

So yay for my sister and her husband!

Their song is “I’m Yours” by Jason Mraz. He used it to propose and it was the song played when they walked into the dinner place after the solemnisation.

So I won’t hesistate no more,
no more, it cannot wait I’m sure
there’s no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate
I’m yours

Well, I guess this entry can stir up quite a lot of thoughts and discussion. But everyone has their way of seeing things. So that’s just one of my points of view.

So after that conversation we had, her advice was “take a leap!”

If you want to know what we did yesterday and how we “tormented” Mark before he picked my sister up, you can ask me. It was really mild actually. Haha.

Toodles world!

xoxo

p.s. don’t worry, i’m not jumping into any relationship now. haha.

There is no one like You

I went shopping today. So awesome!

I went for yum cha for lunch. So yummyyyyyyy!

Okay, I’m so bored that my brain cells are too tired to think about what to type.

So toodles world!

xoxo

I owe it all to You

Oh how my heart strays time and time again, but You always call me back.

Oh how I look at my impure heart, but You tell me that it’s okay because I can have a pure heart.

Oh how I whine and complain time and time again, but You listen so faithfull, you never roll your eyes and intead correct me with love.

Oh how I forget the so-called-insignificants, but You remind me time and time again.

Oh how my heart blocks the Holy Spirit out and replace everything with my pride and rebellion, but You just look at me and say, “You’re forgiven, my beloved”.

Oh how I ignore all these lovey dovey things you say to me, but You still so persistantly shower me with those statements!

Oh how I look at all these dreams and hopes and aspirations and belittle Your amazing power, but You always stir up my faith and encourage me!

You’re my BFF, my Hero, my Father, my Lover, my Everything.

Today’s my offering

During lunch today, I was just thinkin to myself: I don’t know which is worse- Marley or my Dog.

It was biting a baygon can cap! Seriously, it eats everything it sees. Yesterday, some plastic dropped when I was opening my Nissin Tom Yam Cup Noodles and it was biting it. I had to coax it and pull its collar to get hold of the plastic.

And according to my mom, it ate some of the poison which were meant for the ants.

And yesterday, Jon, Diane and Ming Xian decided to come to my house to bring me stuff cause I was ill and I had to carry the dog in three times cause it can’t control itself to run out of the gate. It’s so freaking heavy by the way.

This morning, my mom woke me up at 8+am to eat breakfast so that I can eat my medicine. I ate breakfast with my eyes close- literally! And cause my Dog kept looking at me with those sad sad puppy eyes, my mom made me feed him stuff, which was fine. Then I took my med and I went back to bed- with my eyes open! I couldn’t get back to sleep for at least an hour. Then I slept again. And I had a yummy lunch! Wheee.

I’ve been basically rotting at home since Thursday cause of my lymph node infection & fever that day. I’ll be going out for the 1st time ever tonight. My parents and I are going to eat out.

If this were melb, I don’t think I could stay in my cs apartment for more than 2 days.

Thank God for more walking space, food and CABLE!

But I actually haven’t been watching cable that much… I’ve been watching project runway 4 that mx downloaded for me and reading those mags diane passed me.

Oh today’s the first time I’m wearing jeans in Singapore. I hope I don’t melt later. Thank God it’s just dinner.

I’m hungryyyyyy.

I’m going down to play with my Dog.

So toodles world!

xoxo