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Venue: Baillieu Library
Listening to: -
Mood: I HATE BPA.

Yes everyone, Shiyou’s in the library again. And have I told you how spastic the macbooks here are? Okay, let me tell you. I needed to borrow a mac cause my silly pc’s wireless is screwed up in uni. The connection is like excellent right, but I JUST CAN’T OPEN A SINGLE PAGE. RARRRRRR. So yes, that’s the pc complain. The mac complain- IT IS IN PC MODE AND I CAN’T RESTART IT IN MAC. SERIOUSLY, THEN WHY IS THE UNI USING THE MAC?!?! JUST GET A PC!

Okay. As you can tell, this is really spastic cause I’ve got 2 laptops side by side with me, and not performing their own functions.

So this brings me back to my point.

PRAY THAT I GET 4 H1s SO THAT I CAN GET A NEW MAC! I seriously can’t wait for apple to launch their new series of macs next month!!

Or else, I’ll have to wait till next year. Probably July?

RIGHT NOW MY STUPID PC HAS A BATTERY LIFE OF LIKE 10MINS.

So now, just to make everyone happy… actually, more like to make myself cheery.

HERE’S A LITTLE SOMETHING! Haha. Haven’t posted photos for like eons!

Apparently, according to the photographer, this photo is suppose to capture something. So he pickd it to be in this entry! Haha.

Anywayy. WORK’S CALLING. Sigh.

Toodles world!

xoxo

Thing about love is that I never saw it coming.

Venue: Baillieu Library
Listening to: Say it again by Mary Digby
Mood: I HATE ASSIGNMENTS.

Okay, I’m currently doing one of the most depressing things in the world- doing my macroeconomics assignment. Sighh. AND MY DREADED TIMETABLE IS OUT.

I’ve got the worst timetable ever. SO DON’T COMPLAIN.

11th Nov- Econs
12th Nov- Business Law
13th Nov- Accounting
14th Nov- BPA

4 consecutive days!!! And I honestly think I end exams the earliest among all my friends. SERIOUSLY!!!

Sidenote: PRAY THAT I GET 4 H1s!!! Then maybe I can ask daddy dearest for a new laptop. My current one is annoying me. Actually, not really. It has served me well. But a mac is just toooooo tempting!

So I’m basically going to do nothing for the last 2 weeks of nov. Sighh.

YOU KNOW! When I end my exams, some of my friends probably have’t even started their’s!! PFFT.

And my econs assignment is so baddddd.

And I got a nice email which was so so sweet: Love may fade with the season, but some friendships are year round. Like you and me! You know you love me. XOXO, Gossip Girl.

Ahhh. The awesome possum people I know.

You know it really striked me real hard when it said some friendships, not all, not none.

Because I know that there are friendships that have failed me, or will fail me. But I know there are some who are always there.

Lord, help me continue building relationships that I’m supposed to build, and tear down those that aren’t meant to be.

Toodles world!

xoxo

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Venue: My apartment
Listening to: -
Mood: Sleepy!

Today was quite interesting. There was Weixiong’s lala party and then we came back and watched the F1 race which was kinda uh, pointless. It was more of a “cause I’m Singaporean, hence, I’ve got to watch it” kinda thing.

One week of Spring break is gone =( Sad much!

You know there are just certain things which I don’t get and like. Hmm.

Blame it on me for watching too much shows. For now, it’s House, Grey’s and Gossip Girl. And seriously, some things are so applicable [okay, take away the sleeping around bits], it’s not even a drama only. It’s so much more.

And when you look around, it’s just all hurt and no trust.

Salt much? Light much?

We keep taking good care of the ones who just enter. But for the rest, do you spare a thought?

No wonder the eldest child always feels horrible. And the youngest is also the spoilt one. The middle child just suffers both ways.

I wish life could be more transparent. But we all know that isn’t possible.

Sometimes, you just want to stuff it and let it all go.

That’s what I want to do right now.

Fight the break of dawn

Venue: My apartment
Listening to: Save Tonight by Eagle Eye Cherry
Mood: Excited =))

I’m supposed to be up by 7am tomorrow, that’s about 4+hours from now. Ah well.

I’ve been watching soooo much House! My gosh, I’m like so hooked on that show! And it makes me become all paranoid. Haha. Kidding la!

My Spring break honestly isn’t much of a spring break. I’ve got 3 assignments due when term starts and like this break is meant for us to study. Pfft.

Went to bridge road with Diane, Val, Kern and Daniel today =) It was soooo much fun =) I bought shorts! FINALLY, I KNOW RIGHT!! And well, other random things.

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You know, I really don’t understand what is it with people and their sense of time? KimO spoke to me yesterday before church. Well, we haven’t talked for like months. But anyway, not the point. I was just reminded of what we once talked about- people and their sense of time. And we both made the point that if we want to meet someone from 2pm-3pm, we just mean that we want to spend 60mins with the person- every minute and every second of that 60mins. And the pragmatic point of view is also because we are busy people who schedule other things in our lives.

If you’re are free and you’ve got plenty of time, it doesn’t mean that the rest of world isn’t busy. People can be busy with other things you know. Your definition of busy might not be the same as mine.

To me, going somewhere far out and spending my whole day stoning alone can be considered as busy to me. To you, it could be studying. To another you, it could be meeting people. To another you, it could be watching tv.

There’s a reason why we’ve got such a thing called time. There’s a reason why we’ve got clocks everywhere. There’s a reason why we’ve got tram trackers and train times. There’s a reason why I wear a watch all the time. There’s a reason why I put the phone at my bedside table- to check the time!

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Okay, I shouldn’t spoil my holiday because of such insignificant stuff! I’m going to have fun at Mount Dandenongs later =)) TULIP FESTIVAL!!! Yayers!

Toodles world!

xoxo

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Venue: My apartment
Listening to: My own sighs
Mood: Tiredddd

Hello everyone! Just a quick update… just to let you know that I’m still alive!

Got back most of my assignmnets/tests marks. Did well for law and econs =)) BPA was quite crap. But seriously, it’s okay la!

Went to chadstone todayyy! There was a sale =) But since everyone knows that I’m a super focussed shopper, I only bought a pair of black skinny jeans- which was what I wanted! So yup!

It feels like a Fridayy night and I don’t want to go to uni tomorrow! Pfft.

I need to buy new flats. So yes, I’m going to go on a flats hunt. Ahhh.

I’m flipping tired. So yes.

Toodles world!

xoxo

P.S. I know my updates have been quite rubbish. I’ll do a proper post during the Spring Break- when my mind isn’t filled with BPA/ATA/Econs/Law and all sorts of nonsense of life.

And you wonder why you’re here not there.

Venue: Ming Xian’s apartment
Listening to: Stop and Stare by One Republic
Mood: HUNGRYYYYYY

I’m so hungry that I’ve resorted to blogging. So yes, I shall blog about yesterday. I nearly died of over-exhaustion.

Let’s see, I woke up at 7:40am and some of us had breakfast together at Trotters. Then I studied law all the way to 2pm and then crashed for like an hour and went for my stupid test, which sucked.

And thennnnn. Kern, Diane and I secretly went to buy Ming Xian’s cake. And la di da da, we headed off to The Leveson to wait for Tim and Ming Xian and we surprised Ming Xian! Let’s see who was at dinner…. Ming Xian, Tim, Kern, Diane, Fel, Grace, Me, Vera, Ming Huei!

Then Phaik suddenly called and we went all the way from North Melbourne to South Melbourne- which by the way- NOTE TO SELF: It’s a flipping ghost town at night! Even a friday night!! Creepy much. Then we went back to yarra river cause Phaik and Zai were there. And we surprised Zai by the river at 12mn! Haha.

Got home at 1ish. Watched Gossip Girl Season 2 Episode 2. AND I TOTALLY CRASHED IN BED.

SO yes, that was my nearly dying day. Okay, not that dramatic really.

So well…. I’M STARVING. Blogging has taken some bits of my hunger off actually. Well, I’m totally deceiving myself.

Okay, toodles world!

xoxo

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Venue: My apartment
Listening to: Diane and Ming Xian and me talking and all the massive typing
Mood: TIRED

I don’t like assignments!

It’s flipping due tomorrow, I mean later today. AHHHHHHHH.

WHINE WHINE WHINE WHINE WHINE!

I am very calm contrary to popular belief.

But I couldn’t tell what the number was after 8. No prizes for guessing what the number was. It’s 9.

So here I am, at some super indecent time of 2:20am, and dying cause it’s so hot although Diane and Ming Xian’s finding it cold. Hmm. And my assignment is PFFT.

All the symptoms are showing, aren’t they?

My legs are hurting too. WHINE WHINE WHINE WHINE.

Okay, I feel like some pathetic little girl stuck in her own self-pity world.

So… I’m out!

Toodles world!

xoxo

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Venue: My apartment
Listening to: Mac Ads
Mood: Happy!

Omg, I never thought I’d ever say this. But yes, I’ve been converted to the mac side.

AHHH. Scream now everyone!

So yes, I want a new laptop.

And it’s going to be a MacBook.

I think my sister will be delighted for me.

So will Grace, Ming Xian and every Mac user in the world, probably except Steph. Haha.

Kern and Diane are converted too. I think Fel would be soon! Haha.

Okay, I’m back to watching more Mac Ads.

Toodles world!

xoxo

I am found in You, You are found in me.

Venue: My apartment
Listening to: Holding On by Planetshakers
Mood: so tired, but glad =)

I really work best at night. I’m so flipping tired but I managed to churn out words for my econs essay. I was supposed to sleep a long time ago, but that so did not happen and I just carried on and I’m just left with one small part of my essay. I was quite awake but I couldn’t find anything and I just didn’t know what to do and stuff, it was when my tireness kicked in, when it was all good =) God works in funny ways, yeah?

Dinner just now, or should I say, last night was nice =) The sauce was like major failure but like I’m going to try again! Haha. This time round, no one’s going to know about it!! But the garlic & white wine pasta was really good, and the salmon was yumm! Yayers. Sorry, no credits to the broccoli. Haha.

Oh. I did 5 amazing things today.

1. I WOKE UP AT 8AM TO WATCH JON TAN’S DRAMA! which was so impressive btw. it was sooo funny.

2. I WAS LATE FOR LUNCH. trust me, i’m hardly more than 5 mins late for anything. I’m usually there before or on time.

3. I WENT JOGGING. for the 1st time this year. with mx and diane. well, diane kinda disappeared afterwards. but anyhow! i’m so unfit! ahhhhh. i need to jog moreeee. seriously.

4. I’M STILL AWAKE. it’s 4:20am! okay, this one isn’t that amazing cause i’m a total night worker. so yes yes. but it just means i’ve been awake for like forever.

5. ECONS! I THOUGHT NOTHING COULD BE WRITTEN BUT I’VE WRITTEN HEAPS. 400 WORDS TO GO =)

I thank God for everything written here =) Nice dinner… good lunch with awesome people like HON! SPRING! That’s why I could go for a nice jog!

So yes, everyone! Pray for my 2 assignments due next week- econs and accounting, and my stupid law test which I’ve got no time to study for. So please I need heaps of prayerrr!

Okay, time to sleep now. Oh, by the way, I’m sleeping with heaps of econs notes/file/books next to me. Decided to just leave them at the other side of the bed.

Toodles world.

xoxo

How real is this presence that I feel?

Venue: My apartment
Listening to: Saturate by Paradise
Mood: HAPPY

Okay, everyone [including myself] is freaked out cause Shiyou slept at 10:45pm last night. Well, waking up at 11:15am isn’t very shocking- so that’s fine.

But you see, if I ever sleep before 1am, it’s like a miracle of its own. So for me to sleep before 11pm is like OMG!

And just to save everyone’s breath and saliva, I’m okay!

If you really need to squeeze a negative answer out from me, I blame it on the time of the month la.

Okay. That’s all I’ve gotta say.

Toodles world!