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Entries from August 2008

I need you, Holy Spirit

31 August, 2008 · Leave a Comment

Venue: My apartment
Listening to: Come Breathe by Planetshakers
Mood: Happy!

Today was the first time in my life I went to a morning service in my home church. Let’s see, in Trinity Christian Centre in Singapore, I went to the kids service on Saturday NIGHTS. Then I went to Hope Church Singapore, and I went for the afternoon youth services at around 3pm. Then I came over to Melbourne and I’ve been going to Planetshakers City Church and I used to attend the 6pm service, then this year, they shifted it up to 5:15pm.

And today was a history-making day because Planetshakers City Church had their very very very FIRST morning service. It was at 10:45am! And I was there! We had our 2nd live church recording. BUTTTTTT. This time was soooooo cool cause it’s an acoustic album! Yayers! We did mostly old songs. Yayers too!

But I’m really sleepy now. And I’m trying very very hard not to take a nap. I refuse!! I don’t want to screw up my body clock. I think today really marks the day of sleeping by 12 and waking up at like 9 tmr or something. HAHA. I don’t even have that faith in myself, please.

Anyhow, I’m in a super don’t-want-to-do-work mood. Hence, I think I’m going to watch a movie. I feel horrible and I know that I’m going to regret this move next week when all my assignments are due AND when my exams come. Oh POOPOO. Ah whatever.

Toodles world!

xoxo

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I will never give it up.

28 August, 2008 · 1 Comment

Venue: My apartment
Listening to: Set me free by Planetshakers
Mood: Full!

I’m having a break now =) Finally finish doing all my Trinity stuff after like months. Haha.

I had a rather queer dream last night and then I woke up at 6ish to go to the toilet. And I couldn’t remember the dream. I could remember the person, but that doesn’t seem very important. What he said was important and I could only remember the first line. Then I was prompted to read two passages from the bible. I mean, they make some sense to my current situation, but like, nothing really seems to grab my attention.

So I will really like to open this comment page to everyone who reads the entry. Go read Ecclesiastes 3 & 4 and tell me what you think!

Yes, so I went to Trinity just now, the Grattan one with Aud-balls cause she was accompanying me. And I just couldn’t help but feel nostalgic. Funny as this sounds, I MISS TRINITY! In comparison with uni of course. And I’m pretty sure that when I go out and work for a living, I’ll be screaming from the inside out ‘I MISS UNI!!’ And then when I work, I’ll be like ‘aiyar, uni was easy’ cause right now, I’m like ‘Trinity was easy compared to uni’ et cetera.

How sad is this?

We just go round in circles talking about how tragic the previous period of our lives were. So why not just rejoice in your present day?

And I just realise that out of all my friends in Singapore, I only read some of their blogs, and even then, some of them aren’t even like close friends, just acquaintances or something. Okay, I know that was really random. Haha.

You know I realise there are 3 kinds of people when they ask “Are you okay?”

The first kind are obviously those who are geniunely concerned and want to help you.

The second kind are those who ask because they just want to know what’s going on in your life, because they’ve got the “honour” of knowing.

The third kind are those who do it out of obligation cause… cause they have to la!

And I fall into all 3 categories. At different times of course!

And…
you’re only as complicated as you make yourself to be
And…
you’re as simply as how you make out youself to be

Pardon the weird phrasing!

Okay, this is such a random entry!

Toodles world!

xoxo

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Spirit reign flood our hearts with Holy Fire again

25 August, 2008 · Leave a Comment

Venue: My apartment
Listening to: You’ll come by Hillsong United
Mood: Sleepyy! Yawnnn

I got back my first law test result.

My marks were really crap- at least to me.

It was the first time I couldn’t say anything to him.

What was I thinking?

I’m going to bed in 10 mins. I know. It’s amazing right. It’s like only 12am right now and I’m going to bed already. I hope I fall asleep though. Sometimes, I can be horribly tired and I just don’t fall asleep. But well, I didn’t drink coffee today. I had an iced chocolate- which I know sounds terribly shocking to many of you.

Chains be broken
Lives be healed
Eyes be opened
Christ is revealed

Ah well, toodles world!

xoxo

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You placed the stars that shine Your love for me.

24 August, 2008 · Leave a Comment

Venue: My apartment
Listening to: You by Jaci Velasquez
Mood: Headache. Pfft.

Something I wish I was at last Friday night in Singapore.

Something I’ve learnt so far? Hold on. Press in. Never Give up.

The best is yet to be =)

I just feel that I’ve got to put the lyrics of this song down!

Who makes
The sun light up my shadows
When the darkness tries to follow me?
Who makes
The air that brings me life
So I can breathe the love that’s given to me?

You make ev’rything good,
Ev’rything wonderful.
You grace my days
And heaven fills my view.
Let’s forever sing.
You make ev’rything pure,
Ev’rything beautiful.
You make me see the only thing that’s true:
It’s You,
It’s You.

Who makes
The waters of my sorrow part
And leads the gladness into my heart?
Who makes
The rivers run that wash away
And clean my soul to make a new start?

You make ev’rything good,
Ev’rything wonderful.
You grace my days
And heaven fills my view.
Let’s forever sing.
You make ev’rything pure,
Ev’rything beautiful.
You make me see the only thing that’s true:
It’s You.

You hung the moon;
You placed the stars that shine Your love for me.
I hope all that I do
Will show reflections of You.
All I do, all for You, shine Your love through me.

You make ev’rything good,
Ev’rything wonderful.
You grace my days
And heaven fills my view.
Let’s forever sing.
You make ev’rything pure,
Ev’rything beautiful.
You make me see the only thing that’s true,
It’s You, it’s You, it’s You.

You’re ev’rything pure and beautiful

That’s all for now.

Toodles.

xoxo

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And my persistance to make a difference

23 August, 2008 · Leave a Comment

Venue: My apartment
Listening to: In this life by Delta Goodrem
Mood: Tired… but I want to watch House!

Anywhere but here.

And this when all all the disbelief comes in?

I’m just loss for words.

Oh! Was at Weixiong’s place for dinner! Ben came back for his graduation! Awesome-ness =) We had good food for dinner =) And nice dessert too! 

I slept at 8am this morning cause I was watching a show. Sigh. My habits are terrible! I woke up at 2pm and I had to go for a group meeting. Pfft.

Ah sigh.

Toodles world!

xoxo

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22 August, 2008 · Leave a Comment

Venue: My apartment
Listening to: the television talking about don’t-know-what
Mood: I HATE STRATEGIC MANAGEMENT

Hello world.

10 reasons for wanting to be anywhere but here right now:

- It’s a friday night
- I’ve got heaps of readings to do for strategic management, and guess what! It’s for an accounting subject -.-”

Do I need another 8 reasons? I think those two are enough to cover like 50 reasons.

I had my first PBL test ever and it was quite bad. Pfft. But I shall choose to rejoice in the Lord! Yayers!

I made some more soup because I think it’s going to be a long night. Bleah. And there’ll be something for lunch tomorrow!

Ohhh. And things to do when I go back to S’pore at the end of the year:

- EAT EAT EAT EAT EAT!
- Do things with the people I love. It’s not about what I’m doing or where I am, but who I’m with!
- Shoppinggggggg
- Make full use of the oven and unlimited grocery money from mom that I have. Experiment and make good brownies from scratch cause I like brownies
- Learn how to cook more weird stuff from my mom!
- Convince my mom that guys around me are all weird, hence, I can’t have a boyfriend. HAHA. And basically assure her that I AM FINE.
- Go try dresses with my sister. I’m supposed to find a bride’s maid dress kinda thing. Hmm.
- Rot at home- watch all the Discovery T&L that I can!

Honestly, there isn’t much to do in that country anywayyy!

So yes. I’m going to watch So you think you can dance now [is it even on? haha] and do my “light” reading for the night!

Toodles world!

xoxo

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Pour Your Spirit out on this nation.

21 August, 2008 · Leave a Comment

Venue: My apartment
Listening to: Save Australia by Planetshakers
Mood: STOP RAINING! IT’S SO COLD!

It doesn’t make you any more wrong just because you’re Christian. And it doesn’t make you any more right because you’re a follower of Christ either.

And so do you put your trust in men, or in God?

Well, yesterday’s message that Scott gave was so apt. When you seek His face everyday, no matter what comes your way, you’ll never be swayed and you’ll stand firm.

Thank you God for everything.

Oops, gotta run for class!

Toodles world!

xoxo

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19 August, 2008 · Leave a Comment

Venue: My apartment
Listening to: My fast typing
Mood: DON’T WANT TO GO TO UNI!

My dad just sent me three short chinese stories and at the end of each story, there’s like this little moral. I’m not going to put the stories down, but I’m going to put the morals down. If you want to know the stories or what the morals mean, you can ask me- the translator. HAHA.

你做的东西是不是都是你认为对的,却不一定是对的。

是否是因为我们从未想过要放弃我们手中已经拥有的优势(车钥匙)? 有时,如果我们能放弃一些我们的固执,狭隘,和一些优势的话,我们可能会得到更多。

想改变世界,很难;要改变自己,则较为容易。
与其改变全世界,不如先改变自己–「将自己的双脚包起来」。
改变自己的某些观念和作法,以抵御外来的侵袭。
当自己改变后,眼中的世界自然也就跟着改变了。
如果你希望看到世界改变,那么第一个必须改变的就是自己。
「心若改变,态度就会改变;态度改变,习惯就改变;习惯改变,人生就会改变。」

Okay. Just some food for thought!

I’ve gotta run to class!

Toodles!

xoxo

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You’re in the city of wonder

18 August, 2008 · Leave a Comment

Venue: My apartment
Listening to: Disturbia by Rihanna
Mood: Happy =)

Yes yes, I’m very much alive, thank you very much.

I’m here to rant because I don’t want to do assignments and tut work! RARRR. GRUMPY GRUMPY GRUMPY.

Okay, I’m happy now =) Yayers!

I really need to cultivate good sleeping habits. SERIOUSLY MAN. But they just don’t happen. Pfft.

Ohh! Tung’s birthday dinner last night at some Indo restaurant. IT WAS REALLY YUMMY. LIKE, GOOD INDO FOOD!

Then we headed to Max B for nice chocolate stuff =) I shared the waffles with fruits and milk/dark chocolate sauce thingy with Fel and Ming Xian! YUMM!

And we celebrated Joanna’s birthday after dinner tonight =)

Oh everyone reading this. PLEASE PRAY FOR MY BUSINESS LAW TEST THIS COMING FRIDAY.

I haven’t done the tuts in my lappy and although I’ve read my coursebook, I honestly don’t understand it very well. So yes, please help me!

Well, just another semester to pull through! It’s getting a little crazy because my group assignments has come out and it’s so bleah.

And then my pair assignment and individual assignment is coming out like uh some time this week. And I’ve got some silly online test this week- I nearly forgot! Pfft.

So well, yeah.

God. I believe that You’ve put me in Commerce for a reason. Help me excel =)

Toodles world!

xoxo

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