My words are cold, I don’t want them to hurt you.

Venue: My apartment
Listening to: The Right Kind of Wrong by Leann Rimes
Mood: Super happy!

So I just decided to find a job on the Melb Uni online thingy and rocked up at an interview and got the job on the spot. Amazing, I know. God’s grace, definitely! Like I’m all nasal and all cause I’m still ill, but he employed me cause of my nice voice! Haha.

Then I had lunch with Tung and we went walking around. I laughed so much today. It’s just so funny!

Then Kern, Tim and Tung came over to my place to fix Billy! Billy the bookshelf! Haha. Yes, you all are my favourite people in the world. And I’ve promised them that I’ll cook for them when Ming Xian comes back. That means August! HAHA. That’s cause I’m only cook once and that’s it. And no, we’re not using my kitchen. So I’ve gotta wait for all to come back first.

You know, you all are just so so special in my life. Seriously. And no, it isn’t the food or the book shelf.

Oh and I just kept laughing today! Hahaha.

I just can’t put it into words but I’m just loving my life in Melbourne. And you know sometimes, you can be doing the crappiest thing and like the people around you just make it so much better. For instance, packing a house can be so crap but if you’ve got awesome company around you… it makes a heap of difference!

And you could be doing the most awesome thing- like shoppingggg! But if you’ve got the wrong mix of people… Oh man. It can just be so crappy.

Oh! And I was just thinking, if you can’t accept the people around you, like your christian friends in your cell, and can only connect with the so-called more acceptable people, then how do you expect yourself to click with outsiders? Same goes to others. I mean if you can’t talk to your circle of friends, how do you think you can make new friends?

And I’ve learnt that people show their love very differently to each other. Seriously man. Some suan each other like mad [which is all right. but so not cool at times. hee], some just get worked up at each other and just end up screaming at each other all the time, but deep down in their heart, they love each other heaps. Some care a lot for you and when they talk to you, it’s just all different. Some show it through physical affection- like me! I love giving hugs! I love giving long tight hugs! Some show it through gifts- and those hand-made stuff are just the coolest. Some show them through words- ohhh. affirmation! how i miss that from my church back in s’pore!

My love languages are probably words of affirmation [that's why i love long long letters and whatnot], physical touch- definitely! I’m definitely a quality time person as well. The gifts and acts of services thingy is all right. Not primary languages, but I certainly don’t mind them! Oh BUT! I like it when people wash the dishes for me too! Haha.

But sometimes, it just gets a little hard cause I don’t know what the other party’s love language is, so I don’t know how to express it.

And so… what was your question again? “Oh, Why aren’t you going back to Singapore?”

Like do I need to explain anymore? I mean I miss my family heaps and uh. My annoying dog.

But I’ve got family here as well and we are binded by the blood of Jesus. How cool is that?

And seriously, what’s the point of studying overseas when you’re here for uh 8 months and gone for 4 months?

Gotta go to bed! Gotta get up early tomorrow

Love you all heaps!

Toodles!

xoxo

Listening to: Take my away by Avril Lavigne

Relationships are often so hard to tame.

Venue: My apartment
Listening to: Labels or Love by Fergie
Mood: HAPPY!

Hello world!

Today was fun fun fun! Oh mann. I haven’t woken up so early after so long! I woke up at like 8am [Okay. Fine don't count the Yarra Valley trip.]

I went for Ps Frank Damazio’s leader’s day which was awesome possum! I guess it really taught me to not be ordinary, but extraordinary in God’s grace because we are a chosen generation.

Then we headed for lunch and went to Tim’s place to rot around and the Aldi’s and then college square then Grace’s place to bake and have dinner and all! I watched like 4 movies at her place today. My goodness!!

Kern made tiramisu for me. Yummylicious! Had heaps of pasta for dinner =) Yum too! Then later at night, we made peanut butter chocolate chip squares!

So let’s see who went… Grace, Wei Ying, Lin, Tim, Debs, Tung, Kern, Ming Xian and me. Then Fel and Jon Tan.  Yennie and La Pong came later. Ultimate fun!

You know, it’s really nice that we became better friends and closer after that incident =)

Oh mann. I’ve been seeing Grace, Ming Xian and Tim everyday since Wednesday! Haha. Wednesday was after Urbz and we had movie night, then Thursday was BCM and movies! Then Friday was Ikea, and today was baking at Grace’s! But you know what? I’m not sick of them at all! Well, there are some moments which irks and annoys me [For instance, when Tim and Ming Xian gets tooooo gay. I'm still trying VERY VERY HARD to get used to it]. But!! iheartyouall <3

See, like what I said. Spending time with people I heart <3 

Oh man, what would I do without you people?!

Ming Xian’s going back tomorrow, Fel and Grace will be gone on Monday. Diane was long gone. Oh poo.

Sometimes, it makes me wonder when that person you love is just standing right in front of you, and you just don’t know what to do. So… what exactly happens? Just play the game and watch silently? I watched loveactually with Grace, Debs, Yennie and Kern just now and it’s probably my 3rd time? And well, yeah, it did pose some questions I guess. Or just some basic cover up? Or just living in denial pretending you don’t actually like the person. Oh, and Grace and I agreed that we would want our best friends to tell us if they like our boyfriends/fiances/husbands whatever.

Don’t worry people, I’m not like in a rush or anything! More like my parents are. HAHAHA. Which we still find amusing at times.

Cause Grace and I were just saying that we are 18, single and very HAPPY. With Kern, Tim and Ming Xian, we can just link arms and do silly things like uh, sitting at the edge of the trolley in Ikea and just uh pushing each other around. And when we link arms, it’s like 5 in a row and it gets a bit crazy at times. Haha.

So when any of us gets attach… things will change, wouldn’t they? Or would they not? Hopefully, they wouldn’t.

Well, Grace and I agreed that our boyfriends would have to understand. Too bad, seriously. Possessive boyfriends are a BIGGGG NO NO!

Okay, nothing much already! I shall turn in! It’s like 4+am!

Toodles world!

xoxo

Give me something to believe in.

Venue: My apartment
Listening to: Makes me wonder by Maroon 5
Mood: HAPPY. BLISS.

Hello world! The past 3 nights have been so funn =) Mann. I love my life!

Let’s see… on Wednesday, I had Urbanlife which was flipping awesome. Then a couple of us met Ming Xian after his cell and headed down for supper and then we went nuts on the streets and took heaps of photos outside the state library! You see, this is what I like doing… spend time with people I love! Then we headed to Tim’s place to see his outfit for his interview and listened to Wei Xiong tell story =) Wei Xiong has inspired me that sweet guys still exist and they haven’t all died out. Then Grace, Fel, Ming Xian and I headed back. Colin walked us too =) And then the 4 of us and Kern watched Definitely, Maybe and then we had meatballs and whatnot all the way till 6am! Then we crashed.

Then last night, Ming Xian, Tim, Roy, Grace and I went to QV to do some grocery shopping for dinner. Tim and Ming Xian cooked BCM! Amazing right!!! And it was yummy. Like really, seriously. FAINTS. I was sleeping while the rest were talking/cooking. Colin came too =) Then we went to VideoEzy and rented two movies! Coyote Ugly and Bring It On [I don't know which one. Not the first one].

Went to Roy’s place to watch. His tv is huge and his speakers are whoah! Then we watched Phantom which I fell asleep [tired can]. Walked home at like 5am la. Then got up today and went to Ikea!

Went with Tim, Kern and Ming Xian. Grace came like hours later. So the 3 boys and I had lunch first and we walked around. They were so interested in kitchenware. I felt like there was such an obvious gender/role reversal. And in K-mart, I had to say that I was tired and wanted to sit down. How ironic! Usually, the girls will be shopping and prancing around while the guys complain. Like what my mom told me this morning, males these days are more domesticated and can cook and stuff.

And I’m going to say this: I LOVE YOU ALL.

Thank you so so much for carrying that more-than-2m-coffin-looking thing up the tram thrice for me. A tram inspector at the collins street tram stop was like “is there a dead body?” That thing was flipping heavy!

Yeah, like there so totally is -.-” 

Then we headed home and then Colin’s place for this massive dinner with everyone else.

Now I’m back home and I’m going to bed!

FEL: I’M HERE! AND I ROCK! WOHOOOOO!!!!

So toodles world!

xoxo

You shouldn’t be begging for my forgiveness at my feet.

Venue: My apartment
Listening to: Should’ve said No by Taylor Swift
Mood: Sick. But happy!

We need more love around man!

So if anyone of you are sad right now, don’t be sad!

I can give you a hug!

On a side note, I need a car because I need to get a book shelf from Ikea and it’s huge. And I refuse to have it delivered to my place cause I’m not going to pay an extra 50 bucks for one thing. So well, yeah!

I wish I was back home. Things would have been easier. But I’m glad I’m in Melb.

I would say that coming to Melbourne to study is the 2nd best decision I’ve made thus far in my life. 10 years down the road, I’ll probably have to say “Marrying XXX is the 2nd best decision I’ve ever made in my life”.

No prizes for guessing what the 1st best one is! Haha.

Oh. And my throat is horribly dry! I’ve drunk an incredible amount of water today. Not funny at all. Please pray for me!!! Oh and my stomachaches are getting from bad to worse. I woke up today cause my tummy was hurting =(( !!

I need prayers!

Okay. That’s about it!

Toodles!

xoxo

Loving you isn’t really something I should do.

Venue: My apartment
Listening to: The Right Kind of Wrong by LeAnn Rimes
Mood: Happy!!

Hello =)

Road trip to Yarra Valley was fun =)) Went with Tim, Shar and Shar’s friends =)) We went to some cheese place, some blueberry place, wineries and some apple place. Hee =))

Then we headed to Ringwood and we got our haircuts! Well, Colin was there already and he was done. Shar and I highlighted our hair [I know. Be shocked. Haha]. And the best part! I didnt choose my colour! I was too stressed, I had like 3 people decide for me. And they told me RED. I nearly flipped. But I believed it la. Like totally. In the end, with Sharon’s rational mind, Tim chose a normal colour. Oh. And uh. I’ve got a new hairstyle. Nice =) Oh, if you see pictures on facebook. The curls are not permenant okay! So don’t freak. It’s just that Alvin’s a radical awesome hair stylist! And he likes to do stuff after he finishes everything. But admit it. It’s nice!

So many new things in 2 days la! I wore something totally NOT me to church yesterday can! Haha.

Yayness =))

So yes, it was a fun day =) Happy day =)

So nothing much, really!

Have a great day =)

Toodles!

xoxo

Death could not hold You down.

Venue: My apartment
Listening to: The Anthem by Planetshakers
Mood: Sick…

Hello world!

Shiyou’s officially ill. I’m down with an on-off fever- kinda screwed up I know. And I had diarrhoea again this morning. Bleah.

So all I can eat is like porridge and like I don’t know what. And my body is like tired. And my head was spinning and stuff. POO.

SO. Everyone who’s reading this now. PRAY FOR ME!! Thanks =)

Last night was so drama-mama la. Bleah.

I need some fresh air, but I don’t really want to go out of my house either.

I just bathe, and I feel so much better =)

I’m going down to Ikea soon to get a book shelf and I’m going to buy a new winter jacket cause I need one. Melbourne’s weather isn’t very friendly this year- not that it has ever been anyway.

Oh, and I need a job. RARRRR.

Okay. Toodles world =)

xoxo

Let’s stop chasing those boys and shop some more.

Venue: My apartment
Listening to: Labels or Love by Fergie
Mood: feeling sick. bleah.

What an apt title.

I don’t know why but I’m having this crazy headache and I’m just in pain and bleah. I had diarrhoea like thrice today thanks to the monthly thing. Pfft. And I slept so much. I feel feverish, but I’m not having a fever.

I know I shouldn’t have announced that to like the whole world. But honestly, I don’t really care.

I just sent my dad probably the weirdest email I have ever sent to him. I started the whole thing with this sentence: This is a much dreaded email from a child to her father…

Oh. I just found out that SATC is R21 in Singapore. How saddening! It’s like MA15+ here, not even R18!

I actually feel like watching the entire season 5 now or something. Pfft.

Anyhow…

Okay. I don’t feel good at all. I can’t even remember why I posted this entry. Oh well.

Toodles world… how pointless.

xoxo

I don’t want to be anything other than me.

Venue: Sharon’s, Rosemary’s and Felisha’s place
Listening to: I don’t want to be by Gavin DeGraw
Mood: EXAMS ARE OVER. AWESOME POSSUM

EXAMS ARE FLIPPING OVER! I’M SO HAPPY. OMG OMG OMG. NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE MY HAPPINESS!!! I RATHER HAVE THIS FEELING THAN LIKE UH EAT 10000 CHOCOLATE TARTS. NOT THAT I LIKE THEM. BUT YES YES!

and

JON TAN IS A POO POO HEAD CAUSE HE DIDN’T LET ME FINISH THAT SONG.

IT’S LIKE MY FAVOURITE SONG NOW cannnnnnnnnn. Poo Poo HEADDDDD.

Anyway,

Another public announcement:

Although I always say that I don’t want children and all. I honestly don’t mind having kids if my husband wants kids. And yeah…

Yes yes. I’ve been revealing a lot about me on my blog. OHHHHHH DEARRRR.

Okay. Seriously HAPPY and HIGH because exams are overrrr! Yayers!!

Going to watch SATC tonight! And no, it’s not short-run average total cost. CAN THROW THAT AWAY! YAYERS TOO!

Okay, this is such a pointless entry can.

Toodles world.

xoxo

Say it Right

Venue: My apartment
Listening to: Say it right by Nelly Furtado
Mood: HATE EXAMS. DARN.

I’ve decided to make a VERY VERY VERY PUBLIC announcement.

If you flipping want to find out something about me, PLEASE ASK ME. DO NOT, and I repeat, DO NOT ask others. It’s annoying. Chances of me telling you is actually quite high. Believe me, I’m not that closed up as you think. SERIOUSLY.

Okay.

Don’t think about it! We’re just confused people at times.

Okay, it’s like flipping 1:50am and I’m up blogging. And I’ve got a paper at like uh 9:15am tomorrow.

So toodles world!

xoxo

Nothing’s gonna stop me loving you.

Venue: My apartment
Listening to: I don’t care by Delta Goodrem
Mood: LOATHE STUDYING.

HELLO WORLD. STUDYING IS A PAIN.

AND I PROMISE TO STUDY HARD NEXT SEM.
I WILL STUDY HARDER NEXT SEM.
I WON’T BE SO LAST MINUTE ANYMORE.

OH POO POO HEAD.

Anyway, I had two consecutive awesome possum dinners in Melb, it was just amazinggg!

Scott:
Entree: Spaghetti with homemade meatballs
Main: Pork Loin with uh some puree and sweet potatoes and baby carrots
Desset: Tiramisu
And a nice latte =)

Ming Xian:
Salad with miso dressing!
Some huge ass mushroom with like stuff on it
STEAK =) with some sauce that he doesn’t even know
Mashed potatoes =)

It’s funny. The guys in this generation can definitely cook better than the girls, which is really sad. Ah well… or I’d rather choose to believe that all the girls know that they should show that they can cook, because after marriage, all they do it cook and clean. How sad.

Forgive me for being so cynical. I can’t help but wonder what life after marriage would be like. Obviously, I strongly believe that it will be nice =) However, you can’t help but sometimes wonder whether it will be tragic too. IMAGINE CLEANING YOUR KIDS’ POO. Oh mannnn!

I can’t wait for MONDAY. OMG OMG OMG. MY NIGHTMARE WILL BE OVER [FOR ANOTHER 5 MONTHS AT LEAST].

I think I’m going to come home and sleep. And then have a nice dinner [don't know what. Haha]. THEN I’m going to watch SEX AND THE CITY =)

YAYNESS.

It’s currently 3:10am and it’s extremely early. Believe me, I slept at 6am yesterday, or should I say this morning. And I had 4 shots of coffee yesterday, it’s not even funny. Hence, I didn’t drink coffee today at all =) ACHIEVEMENT OKAY. I might drink tomorrow, butttt! I’m not going to drink for another week =) Yayness!

Okay, whatever. I need to study more.

Toodles world.

By the way, I love psych, if you don’t know.

xoxo