I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late

Venue: My apartment
Listening to: Apologize by Timbaland & One Republic
Mood: Tired!

Haha. As always, I’m tired. Let me explain why! Woke up for some orientation stuff. Basically, I spent my entire afternoon with Diane and Mingxian cause we went for a talk and visited some booths in which I felt totally claustophobic [sp?] and nearly fainted. Went for a nice korean lunch and then we went SHOPPING. Haha. More like they did the shopping actually. Haha. Went out at 11:40am with them and we got back to CS at 6pm! My gosh!

Then I went for corporate prayer meeting with some of my church members. It was cool =) Had dinner/supper with Jane, Diane, Debs and Tim. Visted Jane’s place and stuff, so I got home at like 11+pm!

I think this is really a time of God’s testings and stuff. Thanks Steph for listening and giving awesome advices =) Pride is severely dealt with and it kinda sucks. Haha. But ah well.

The more we want to learn humility from God and stuff, the more we have to deal with our own pride.

But to deal with the people who constantly just DON’T get it… Hmm. It’s hard, isn’t it? But we just need to take the step of faith and talk it out and listen too. Tough, but we’re SOCIAL BEINGS!!

So everything really boils down to faith and confidence right? Somehow or another. For me, my faith is God. Seriously, without Him, everything will be so strange. I realise that I’d be doing heaps of bad things if it weren’t for the Holy Spirit’s constant reminders.

I was just talking to a friend yesterday and I was sharing my experience to him… the one where I told God “Break my heart for what breaks Yours” Trust me, when you tell God to do it, He really does it =) And loving people just becomes so simple, it’s actually kinda amazing! That’s why for me, it’s so easy to love God, love myself and love people!

Okay, I’m getting super incoherent.

Toodles world!

If I just breathe

Venue: My apartment
Listening to: Breathe by Michelle Branch
Mood: angsty

Okay, so I’ve been really angsty and pms-y [not exactly, but you get the gist]. Hence, I think I’m not going to blog till I get over this. Cause if I just continue blogging, this is really going to be a pathetic blog. I re-opened a new blog because I wanted to do something different, but uh. I guess not huh?

And yes, you guys didn’t go blind, I changed my msn nick. The one that I had with me since sec2.

By the way, the titles of my entry comes from the songs I listen to at that particular moment.

Toodles world!

Don’t ever look back.

Venue: My apartment
Listening to: Shut up and Drive by Rihanna
Mood: Tired!

‘You must have meant a lot to her’ Hmm.. really?

Today was a tiring day. Went to Ikea after lunch. Had lunch with grace, carmen, diane and fel. Went to Ikea with Diane, Fel, Sharon and Ben. Ikea made my day tiring. But it was fun =) Scott sent Diane and I back. So yup!

Had dinner at tim’s with a whole bunch of people!

Finally finished my enrolment and all sorts of rubbish. It was such a pain. REALLY.

 Got a good timetable =) But I just realised that Psych takes up a lot of my time, so I’m really thinking whether I should drop the silly thing and do Chinese. Haha. But the thing is that, it’s a one semester thingy only, so nevermind la. Besides, there are heaps of people who I know and are comfortable with in my course and stuff. And hopefully, we’ll be in the same classes or something.

My anti-socialness has driven me to hope that I’ll know people in my lectures/tutorials already so that I can go for classes with them.

Oh!  A little testimony to share. Jane prayed for a red door, I prayed for a blue door and Diane prayed for a yellow door, and we all got the doors we wanted! So awesome right!! Yes, God surprises people in the weirdest things ever! Haha.

Listening to: Jump by Madonna

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Venue: My apartment
Listening to: -
Mood: Feeling cheated

I think it’s really about expectations and speculations.

And when the truth is revealed, it hurts.

So my point is, don’t expect too much. But this totally contradicts what they always say, expect and then you’ll receive. I guess that just doesn’t work in the human world.

The truth as to why I had such a thought in my head regarding that is not known because it shouldn’t be.

Just don’t plant false hopes into people and lead them on to like nowhere.

Oh. Whatever.

Listening to: -

When I think of all the times I’ve wasted, I could cry.

Venue: My apartment
Listening to: Stranger by Hilary Duff
Mood: Upset

So this is my first post on this blog and yes, I’m in Melbourne already! I haven’t told anyone the existance of this blog, so if you’ve found it, please flipping tag/leave a comment. Thanks. It’ll be greatly appreciated.

Tomorrow’s the first day of school. Can’t say much now. So just wait for tomorrow’s entry.

Went for Urbanlife just now. It was supposed to be a pizza and movie night, but it turned out to be a pizza and then the Holy Spirit spoke to Scott, so we had a short message. It was cool =)

I was so glad to be back in Melbourne until like a couple of hours ago. *shrugs*

Oh, my parents went back this morning. Oh, by the way, it has nothing to do with this.

Okay, this is seriously pathetic. My first entry and it’s so flipping sad. What on earth -.-” It’s not supposed to be sad!!! Argh. I obviously chose a bad time to blog.

Lay aside your pride, look up and move on.

Okay, it’s like 12am here. So toodles world!

Listening to: Angels Cry Holy by Planetshakers